How is it that silence is so sweet to you when it screams at me,
threatening to tear me apart?
As we lie together, you show your desire,
prove your passion.
Yet as I lie alone, too often,
I begin to wonder if it was all a dream.
I want to scream
but hold my tongue,
waiting to hear your voice.
A fool I was, thinking I could find someone
to wake next to, to share life with.
Thinking that I could find better.
When it’s you who holds the key to my heart.
You who has what my soul craves.
My mind whispers, calling me a whore who’s sold herself out.
And no one is around to silence myself.
Desire for you consumes me
So used to
having to breathe
through drowning emotions,
I was choking on the air of freedom.
And the way
your angels entrance
my demons
into silence,
make me feel
like you could be
my Home.
Memory of Senses
The sight…
Of your butterfly knife
dancing wickedly through your fingers
The sound…
Of your guitar singing
hauntingly familiar in the air.
The smell…
Of your fragrant ganja
as you exhale into the morning.
The taste…
Of mint gum in my mouth
‘cuz you knew I hated cigarettes.
And the feel…
Of your calloused fingers
running over me, lighting me up.
All this, a dream of a memory… or a memory of a dream?
The Boy, The Gypsy, and The Knight by Nisakine, literature
Literature
The Boy, The Gypsy, and The Knight
She fell in love.
Just a young thing,
hardly knew what love was.
So of course, when it was
earnestly returned,
she rejected it.
Believed it couldn’t be true.
But it was and he was bitterly crushed.
Over the next five years,
She tore her heart to pieces
over
and over
and over
saying
never again.
But then,
she met another.
Another who captivated her.
One so interesting she never hoped to meet.
She told of her fears,
she did not wish to simply
give herself away
How dare you accept me?
I’m no good for you.
How dare you want me?
Nothing can I offer you.
I have nothing you can’t gain yourself.
Why do you keep me?
No one has ever kept me.
Why is it you for me?
I want to keep you.
But it is you who is more independent than I.
You tell me it’s all right.
That I’ve done nothing wrong.
You say I can stay.
That it’s not my fault.
How would you know?
But still you accept me.
Still you keep me.
You hold me, and you kiss me
And you always, always,
Leave me wanting more.
They always insisted that you would be the one to corrupt me. (it wasn’t you)
My personal poison. (my drug)
… Perhaps they were right. I see my sister and think of how I was at her age, a mere four years ago, an innocent, naïve, barely twenty something year old… I hardly recognize her. (not my sister)
The me that was.
Granted, it could have been that the me that is me now, would have come to be inevitably. (not could’ve, would’ve)
After all I never would have met you if I was still that same innocent, naïve, barely twenty something year old that I was four years ago. (maybe it was the him bef
For a while, Lyrika had been questioning if she had made the right decision in leaving Jaime. All right, not just awhile, she had been questioning it for almost nine months, from the end of last summer to just this spring.
Of course Jaime had wanted to see her again when he returned last fall. He wanted to know if she would entertain the thought of wanting to date him again. And he wanted to know because, despite having had thought that she wouldn’t be, she was alone... again.
But she just didn’t return his feelings. She couldn’t share his thoughts that if she just saw him, hung out with him again, she would change her
I would call you a heartless bastard.
But I can’t.
Not when every caress is thoughtfully planned.
Not when you look at me with eyes that smolder with desire.
Not when you constantly seek how to please me even as you take all I have to give and more.
So how could I?
It is because you live in your own world as long as we live apart and communication never seems to work both ways between the two of us.
Yet I am already addicted to your attentions. I desire them
every day,
every night,
every waking moment.
But where are you? Where am I in your thoughts? Oh, if only I knew.
Perhaps then I would not
I wish I never met you.
No, not really.
But I did not ask for this.
To be in love. Again.
And wonder if it’s returned… Again.
Thus it would have been easier if we never met.
However, I never would have known the happiness you have brought to my life.
So no, not really.
I’m glad we met.
I think I’m ready to love again.
I want to love you.
The question is,
Would you love me too?
Imagine being raised in a boxed world.
No dangers. No risks.
No adventures.
No love.
The world in which she was raised.
Go to school.
Then go home.
Kill the hours until it’s time to go to school again.
But don’t intrude on anyone else’s time.
Alone.
When she’s older, school is replaced by work.
Go to work.
Then go home.
Kill the days until it’s time to work again.
There’s no longer anyone else’s time to intrude upon.
Still alone.
Adopt two cats.
She loves them but…
Maybe it’s only to avoid talking to the empty spaces in her apartment.
To herself.
Herself, who is so hateful.
Who
How is it that silence is so sweet to you when it screams at me,
threatening to tear me apart?
As we lie together, you show your desire,
prove your passion.
Yet as I lie alone, too often,
I begin to wonder if it was all a dream.
I want to scream
but hold my tongue,
waiting to hear your voice.
A fool I was, thinking I could find someone
to wake next to, to share life with.
Thinking that I could find better.
When it’s you who holds the key to my heart.
You who has what my soul craves.
My mind whispers, calling me a whore who’s sold herself out.
And no one is around to silence myself.
Desire for you consumes me
So used to
having to breathe
through drowning emotions,
I was choking on the air of freedom.
And the way
your angels entrance
my demons
into silence,
make me feel
like you could be
my Home.
Memory of Senses
The sight…
Of your butterfly knife
dancing wickedly through your fingers
The sound…
Of your guitar singing
hauntingly familiar in the air.
The smell…
Of your fragrant ganja
as you exhale into the morning.
The taste…
Of mint gum in my mouth
‘cuz you knew I hated cigarettes.
And the feel…
Of your calloused fingers
running over me, lighting me up.
All this, a dream of a memory… or a memory of a dream?
The Boy, The Gypsy, and The Knight by Nisakine, literature
Literature
The Boy, The Gypsy, and The Knight
She fell in love.
Just a young thing,
hardly knew what love was.
So of course, when it was
earnestly returned,
she rejected it.
Believed it couldn’t be true.
But it was and he was bitterly crushed.
Over the next five years,
She tore her heart to pieces
over
and over
and over
saying
never again.
But then,
she met another.
Another who captivated her.
One so interesting she never hoped to meet.
She told of her fears,
she did not wish to simply
give herself away
How dare you accept me?
I’m no good for you.
How dare you want me?
Nothing can I offer you.
I have nothing you can’t gain yourself.
Why do you keep me?
No one has ever kept me.
Why is it you for me?
I want to keep you.
But it is you who is more independent than I.
You tell me it’s all right.
That I’ve done nothing wrong.
You say I can stay.
That it’s not my fault.
How would you know?
But still you accept me.
Still you keep me.
You hold me, and you kiss me
And you always, always,
Leave me wanting more.
They always insisted that you would be the one to corrupt me. (it wasn’t you)
My personal poison. (my drug)
… Perhaps they were right. I see my sister and think of how I was at her age, a mere four years ago, an innocent, naïve, barely twenty something year old… I hardly recognize her. (not my sister)
The me that was.
Granted, it could have been that the me that is me now, would have come to be inevitably. (not could’ve, would’ve)
After all I never would have met you if I was still that same innocent, naïve, barely twenty something year old that I was four years ago. (maybe it was the him bef
I would call you a heartless bastard.
But I can’t.
Not when every caress is thoughtfully planned.
Not when you look at me with eyes that smolder with desire.
Not when you constantly seek how to please me even as you take all I have to give and more.
So how could I?
It is because you live in your own world as long as we live apart and communication never seems to work both ways between the two of us.
Yet I am already addicted to your attentions. I desire them
every day,
every night,
every waking moment.
But where are you? Where am I in your thoughts? Oh, if only I knew.
Perhaps then I would not
I wish I never met you.
No, not really.
But I did not ask for this.
To be in love. Again.
And wonder if it’s returned… Again.
Thus it would have been easier if we never met.
However, I never would have known the happiness you have brought to my life.
So no, not really.
I’m glad we met.
I think I’m ready to love again.
I want to love you.
The question is,
Would you love me too?
Imagine being raised in a boxed world.
No dangers. No risks.
No adventures.
No love.
The world in which she was raised.
Go to school.
Then go home.
Kill the hours until it’s time to go to school again.
But don’t intrude on anyone else’s time.
Alone.
When she’s older, school is replaced by work.
Go to work.
Then go home.
Kill the days until it’s time to work again.
There’s no longer anyone else’s time to intrude upon.
Still alone.
Adopt two cats.
She loves them but…
Maybe it’s only to avoid talking to the empty spaces in her apartment.
To herself.
Herself, who is so hateful.
Who
He felt the moment she pulled away from him and sat up. He'd been thinking about her actually so although he should have been, he wasn't sleeping. Even with his back to her he could tell something was on her mind by the way he felt her pulling up her knees, most likely to rest her head on them and wrap her arms around her ankles as she often did when she was deep in thought. He hoped it was nothing but knew better than to believe it.
Was it his family again? He glances back subtly but her vacant amethyst eyes gave nothing away so he turns his head back to its side.
They stay that way, her contemplating silen
I'll Tell My Secrets To The Moon by CloudNumber8, literature
Literature
I'll Tell My Secrets To The Moon
So long as you furnish me with a window
And a steel frame bed in a corner of a room
I’ll endeavour to keep the pane transparent
To give my eyes a crystal clear view of the moon
Regardless of what phase you are going through
Whether it be half, crescent, full, blue or new
You have never once shown me your dark side
But so many times I have shown mine to you
But tranquillity can be seen on a clear night
Tides roll through my veins as thoughts flood to my pen
Of all the ancestors that have gone before me
Who've had the same moon looking down over them
So long as you furnish me with a window
And a steel frame bed in a corner of a room
Yo
Someone told me once,
That we measure life in years,
Minutes, seconds, hours and days.
Someone told me once,
That we measure life in stormy nights,
In all the times we’ve said goodbye.
Someone told me once,
That we measure life in pain and regrets,
In people who’ve passed away
In doors who’ve closed,
And in all the things we’ve forgotten
Someone told me once,
That we measure life in breakups,
In scarred hearts,
In all the times we’ve cried until midnight.
Someone told me once,
That we measure life in loneliness, in darkness,
And in all the harm we did to ourselves.
Someone told me
We say we love flowers
And their sweet aroma
Yet we can spend hours
Just picking them up
We ask for their thoughts
As we pick at their petals
About if he loves me
Or he loves me not
And yet we still wonder
Why nobody trusts
When "I love you" is muttered
But have we forgot?
We kill what we love.
Do you know what it feels like?
To feel so socially awkward
around people that you feel
uncomfortable in your own skin,
knowing that you don't fit in.
And, you walk away...
thinking that being alone
will be better for you -
but you're wrong.
You just feel even more alone;
even more rejected from society;
perhaps even sad, in some way.
What do you do while waiting for someone?
As you wait, and wait, and wait for them -
hoping they'll come soon
lest you seem like a loner
walking aimlessly around,
causing people to pity you.
And your face gets hot,
you start to sweat because
they know -
they know of how alone you are
and they feel sorry for
You looked. I glanced. We met. I smiled. You smiled back. A sentence here. A metaphor there. A memory we both found beyond repair. I shared. You listened. You shared. I heard. You paused. And then I kissed you.
We're happy.
Fingers pressed skin. Then danced apart. I teased. You laughed. You joked. I grinned. Stairwells were dreamcatchers. Stars were destinies. Guitars became epiphanies. More words. More memories. More to admit. More to regret. You were damaged. I was broken.
We're happy.
You stopped smiling. I didn't laugh. Words began to go unspoken. Regrets emerged. Fingers didn't touch. Lips faltered. Stairwells were nightmare holders.
Fucking hell, I did it again by Poochell, literature
Literature
Fucking hell, I did it again
You're voice is stuck in my head
Can't get it out
Not with a song so sad
If I could cry out my heart
In front of you
I wouldn't for all that's left of my pride
If you could talk to me
I wonder What would you say..?
Could you make me happy..?
Or would I
End up running away..?
And there's no easy way
To wonder about this,
I would cry but I am out of tears
I would tell you all my dreams and fears
But I'm afraid I'll chaise you away
I would hold you close to me
And shelter you from the misery
But I'm a ghost
Invisible and mute
Tough I don't mind,
I wouldn't be any good
And there's no easy way
To wond